Beautiful LetDown

You may not believe in me.But I believe in you.So I still take the trash out.Does that make me too normal for you?So dig a little deeper, cause....You still don't get it yet.See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix.And I'll make, I'll make you love me.I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me.I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary.
Average every day sane psycho.

::Supergoddess::

On this home page, I'll introduce myself and talk about my reasons for wanting a web site. I might put a picture of myself on this page...or just a picture that I especially like.

Long for purity,Don't you ever.Get sick of our territories

It's okay to be angry and never let go.It only gets harder the more that you know.When you get lonely if no one's around.You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down.We came together but you left alone.And I know how it feels to walk out on your own.Maybe someday I will see you again.And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend.--Yellowcard-Empty Apartment*

__These wounds won't seem to heal-This pain is just too real-There's just too much that time cannot erase _

I see his face
I can smell his scent
I wonder will I be able
Kiss,Love,Be his everything again
Will I be able to
Call his name hear him respond
Be able to tell him my deepest thoughts
To cry in his arms when things get tough
TO lay beside him and everything be alright
Those thoughts and days were devoted to you
But you will never know truely how much
I love you.

Its a Typical thought that runs through my head.

Should I love him or not

What will be consequences for my mistakes?

How Long will the pain last for loving you?

What is he excepting from me?

I live my life as if nothings wrong

But all the thoughts about you

Make my head spins wit happiness and yet sadness

Can I put my faith into you?

As I sit and contemplate you could be answering me

Reassuring my hope in you

Hold my hand and tell me that im special

But For now I dont think I will waste our time together

I wanna embrace every little second ,every breathe

You may not see it now, but your everything that I wanted

With Out I would be complete

So there is no time waste

And I wont let you go

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, someone who finds your presence worthwhile, so when you are lonely, remember it's true: somewhere someone is thinking of you.

I'm not supposed to love u, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder, where you are and what you do,
But I cant help it, coz I'm in love with you.